A Woman in Berlin: Eight Weeks in the Conquered City - A Diary is not easy reading. I have wanted to read this book since it was published in hardcover, but waited until it came out in paper to finally pick it up. And then I picked it up and wanted to read it, but didn't want to read it--if that makes any sense. The subject matter does not really lend itself to "pleasurable" reading. I can say that the book is very compelling, however, and once you get into the book it can be hard to put down. It was written in diary format during the weeks after the fall of Berlin in April 1945 when the Russians occupied the city.
Probably since the dawn of time whenever an army has invaded/conquered enemy territory, to them falls the spoils of war. Unfortunately women tend to be part of the spoils. This usually means mass rape--we see this even now in places like the former Yugoslavia in the 90s and in parts of Africa in the recent past (though the motivations for rape may be different--the act is no less reprehensible). According to the foreword in the book it was estimated that more than 100,000 women were raped when the Russians conquered Berlin.
What makes this book so readable, despite the horrible subject, is the way the author writes about what happened. She does not look for sympathy from the reader. She portrays the events very matter-of-factly, and at times her writing feels almost clinical. Although these awful things happened to her, she talks about them as if she were on the outside looking in. I suppose in a time of war you do what you can to cope and survive. In the case of the author, who could speak Russian, she tried to find a sort of protector--a Russian high enough up in the ranks to keep the other wolves at bay.
Thankfully the book is not filled exclusively with scenes of rape. The book begins with the approaching Russians. The author is living in an apartment building, spending much of her time in the basement with other Berliners trying to avoid the Allied bombs. Once the Russians enter the city it is indeed mayhem for a while. Eventually the tide of Russians subsides and then the citizens are left trying to pick up what's left of their lives and continue on in an occupied city. There is no running water, no electricity, not much food. But the scenes of chaos do end and life eventually goes on. It was interesting reading about her interactions with other women--women she didn't know or that she was only slightly acquainted with before the war. While the rapes stop, what happened is still omnipresent. It was a little shocking how the women came to talk about what happened. There was a sort of gallows humor in their discussions, but I imagine this was another coping mechanism.
The identity of the author has never been revealed. She chose to remain anonymous for obvious reasons. She had worked as a journalist prior to the war, traveling aroad and to the Soviet Union, which likely accounts for her dispassionate treatment of the subject matter. The book was published in Germany in 1953, but it soon went out of print. It was received rather dismally by the reading public.
"German readers were obviously not ready to face some uncomfortable truths, and the book was met with either hostility or silence. One of the few critics who reviewed it complained about the authors 'shameless immorality.' German women were not supposed to talk about the reality of rape; and German men preferred not to be seen as impotent onlookers when the Russians claimed their spoils of war."
The author did not want the book published again during her lifetime. She passed away in 2001, which opened the door to the possibility that the diary could finally be published again (in its entirety--apparently the original book had sections left out to avoid "touching on delicate matters"). This was an interesting perspective on the aftermath of war, not told very often it seems, but this one is told very well. My only complaint is not knowing what happened after the diary ends. I'm curious about what happened to the author, but I guess I will have to be content with this small slice of her wartime experience.